Saturday, May 22, 2010

"No, I'm Sid."

Fine. Hate me. I don’t deserve any of your sympathy, I am an evil with human being identity. Disgust my self inside and out. My fake teeth, my crisp laughter, the way I love stuffed animals, and everything you can’t stand of. I know you dislikes all of my attached adjectives; selfish, single-minded, stranger’s lover, childish, spontaneous, thoughtless, wicked, dangerous flirtatious, heavy procrastinator, sleepyhead to the bone and all that. Call me bitch, hideous, anything. Spit out your nasty words and bad mouth me. Hate me, anyway you want to, it won’t be wrong.


Blame me. For I have destroyed your future, your hope, your dream house, and everything. For Ive been letting my heart hanging out all this time, it was too easy to be ripped out. I’m reckless, and you know I am far from flawless, I don’t belong to your world of perfect simetry. You think you have done everything you could and meanwhile I went anywhere I like and did nothing, so blame me. Slap my face and leave me feeling proud because I don’t have the rights for complain it. Forget the weatherman and let me carry all the guilt upon my shoulder.

Fine. Hate me. Do everything you want to ease yourself. But you can not control me, as you know I am numb. Again, reckless. Maybe, heartless.



You might have been skipped the movie, but I watched it 3 times already just to heart Summer. 
My favorite part was:
Summer: We've been like Sid and Nancy for months now.
Tom: Summer, Sid stabbed Nancy, seven times with a kitchen knife, I mean we have some disagreements but I hardly think I'm Sid Vicious.
Summer: No I'm Sid.

(500) Days of Summer

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I have to say I absolutley love Summer in that movie and that quote made me laugh so hard when I read it here and everytime I watch that movie. She truly is the Sid and he made an excellent Nancy.

allophelia said...

Summer is such a strange specimen, but very charming and lovely at the same time.
Gotta be so hard to hate her. Leave alone to slap her.

dita said...

to wing it: yes, she is definitely a Sid. A lovely one

to Allophelia: A strange specimen she is. Everybody must be impacted by Summer's effects, and no regret at all :)